Piggy & Piglet

Piggy gave birth to piglet at the age of 38.
Piglet will soon turn 3 and Piggy will then 41.
Piglet is very active. Piggy find it's hard to catch up with him.
Piggy started to worry how long can she be there for Piglet. She wanted to see piglet graduate and get a good job. She wanted to witness piglet get married & be able to see the birth of her grandchildren.

Piggy started to pray...
She pray God to let her have enough time to accomplish her misson before calling her home.
She pray to leave peacefully, best is in her dream.
She worry Mr Piggy will be lonely after she left. She is afraid she is not that strong as she thought to let Mr Piggy go before her. She ask God for mercy.. to let Mr Piggy and her go home together.....

Piggy had a dream after the prayers.
She dreamt of an angle telling her the cycle of life.
She finally understand the message God send to her:
Dont worry about tomorow. Live everyday to the fullest.
Dont take thing for granted. Appreciate the people and things around you.
Express and tell the people you concern that you love them.
What ever will come, will come.
It's only a short while I will let you be in this planet.
You may face some ups and downs in life but these are the test from me to make you stronger.
Do whatever that will make you happy and feel great.

You must have faith in me. I am with you everywhere, everyday and every second.

Do not leave any regrets before coming home.

When you finally united with me, I would want to share your happy memories from that planet.

My 10 yrs in B

It will be my 10 yrs in this Company come August 1st.
Time flies! I never thought I can work here for sooooooooooooooo long.
Maybe I really like the job? Maybe I am not good at job hopping? Or maybe ......

The truth is this job did bring satisfaction to me. Work enviroment & peoples were great.
Yes, you read it correctly. Were, not are coz things totally changed after SARS.
Good team players left and new faces in. Management from good to $#%$%&^*.

And so why are you still here? Dont you consider yourself lucky that you are not affected after few rounds of RIF?
I am still here becoz I am too comfortable in this comfort zone. I am not sure if I have the courage for another change unless it is necessary. Yes, I am blessed that I am still here after few rounds of RIF. But there is something that I used to enjoy and look forward going to work is missing!

Just got a news that one of my team member quit. Which mean our manpower is lean agian. I am not sure if I can go back to the same working speed that I used to work before being a mother. I am not sure how long more can I hang there. My internal spare parts is rusting, just like a car, best to scrap after 10 years.

I need some changes.... I need to put my thinking into action. I need.......................
Well, let's see how it goes after August 1st.....

Friends

I wonder how people define a friend. I have friends who has many many friends, all over the world. If you happen to log into their FB, you can easily see hundred of friends in their friend list.

What does a friend means?

To me a friend means I can share my joys and worries. Can listen to me when i need them and be my side when i need comfort. Can tolerate my nonsense and yell back to STOP me from getting worse. Will correct me on the spot without worring if I am offended.

I am not a person that can gel easily to new friends. I tend to "hide" myself when i am in a big group of people that I am not familiar.
I will only be "alive" when I am with people that I known for years. That's why most of my friends are friends that known me for more than 10 years.

I have friends that we dont call each other often. Maybe only once a year.
We called when we "realised" it has been a while we didn't hear from each other.
May it be just a 1 mins call just to say Hi, that's more than enough. We all know we will be there for each other when needed. Our freindship will not be fated even we dont call often.

I have friends that I used to call almost everyday. Regardless if I am at work or on holidays. They are just like part of my daily rountine. Sometime I think they get "enough" of me and started yelling me to STOP calling. But I still enjoy being scolded and happily continue calling just to make sure everyone is doing well and I did not miss anything thats happending with or around them.

I do not have hundreds of friend like others. I only have these friends that i can count with all my fingers and toes.
I am not ambitious and consider myself quite contended. I do not think I need to open up my circle to sell myself for better prospect/$$ or what so ever. I have enough and happy with what I have.

I will be there when they need me. I will walk with them thru their ups and downs. We will walk side by side and never be alone. That's what friend are for.

June holidays

Wow, its school holidays again!
Wanted to plan something for Iggy and his 2 little cousins (Shin E & W) but think these 2 girls are quite tight up with their own activities.

Also I am working night this month, a little tough to manage the time. Plus Mum is going for her 1st chemo next Thursday and her new maid is still not in yet.
Have to send Jean over to help up occasionally and hopefully she can guide the new maid what to do if she come after mum chemo.

Really hope this new maid will have some chemistry with the family that things will work out well this time. She seems a little quite but hopefully she is smart.

Iggy is sleeping over Mum house today. Phebe and Cookie will be happy coz they can have all mummy attention. No need to fight with Iggy for mummy's love....hahhaha!

But girls, dont be happy too fast, the little monster coming home tomorrow!!!!

My little prayer today

Dear Lord,
I would like to express my gratitude to you for all the blessing from you to me for the past 41 years. Thank for not giving me up but shower me with even more of your love and blessing.
I thank you for what i am and what I have today.

Thank you, Lord, for your many promises of protection. Mum had a smooth operation in April and she will be receiving her 1st chemo treatments this coming Thursday and in another 4 month. I am continuing to pray and ask that you would put a hedge of protection around her. Protect her spirits, body, mind and emotions from any kind of evil or harm. Please continue to let her have faith in you that she will go thru these sessions with least side effect and to overcomes it easily.
We trust God you will give the doctor wisdom to plan and decide the appropriate treatments for her.

Lord please let mum open her heart and be happy. Let her see what you want her to be and listen to you wisdom.

Please do let the new maid who will be coming to work for her next week the ability and capabilities to take care of her and the kids as well as the house work. Lord I pray you put some chemistry in this new maid to be able to gel into the family very fast and the kids will like her. Please let her have patient and know how to deal with mum.

I would like to pray for dad, jimmy and iggy too. Please do have faith in them like you have in me and bless them like you bless me. Give them the desire to follow you.

I also pray for ashley's mum and dad that you will too give them the desire to follow you.

I pray Lord, you will encicle my family with protection.

In Jesus' name, Amen.

Thankful

Father,
Thank you for the countless blessing you shower on me and my family. There are no words i can speak that are sincere enough , deep enough, or rich enough to express my gratitude.

I pray God continue to heal mum and cover her with your precious blood. Your blood is powerful and can provide great healing and protection. I claim for speedy recovery after the operation.
God is our healer. We declare for victory. In Jesus precious name we pray and claim,
Amen.

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Mum finally get the breast operated. Thank god the op was very successful. She is now resting at home and still learning how to handle the drainage bottle currently attached to her.
She will need to do 1 set of simple exercise once a day and try best not to move too much on the left arm. She will need to take EXTRA care of her left arm from now on.

Her next doctor appt will be on May 6. Doctor will then give us a full review/report of her condition and recommend what treatment to do moving forward.....

"Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life" Matthew 6:27

Father,
You shape my worries into prayers.
You know every outcome.
I dont, but that doesn't stop me from worrying about what i can't control. Set my mind free from this useless cycle. If I should do something, help me do it. If there's nothing I can do, then let me rest in knowing prayer is enough.
I trust in You and Your love, but i still struggle with the uncertainty of life, especially when it comes to my family. Help me place them in Your hands, moment by moment.

Amen.